"Daemon Vindictae"
The ground
around the body was moist and cold, like the damp earth you find when you dig a
shallow grave for a loved pet, but this time it was different, this time the
body was mine. The damp was climbing my body like some ice spider making its
way with slow movements that made my mind react in the same way my skin should
have. There was a mind shiver that sent my senses reeling at this very idea but
it mattered not because there was little I could do.
Although my
mind was aware of what was happening my body was wracked with a dull numbness
that only severe hyperthermia and the severing of my spinal cord at the sixth
lumbar could achieve. I remember now, the car was coming around the corner; my
bike and I were in the right place, but, wrong time. The silence of that
moment, you know, the one when you realise you are going to die, was only something
I had heard of in stories, but now I recalled the almost whoosh sound that
locked up tyres and a wet road make when placed together. It’s not quite the
star Trek doors opening and closing but close.
The pain was
there and then gone almost in the same instant, I was hit, and I flew almost
thirty feet then hit the ground after I straddled a few bushes on the way into
the undergrowth. I can still hear the car stopping, what I thought was a
reversing sound then the noise of my ruined bike thrown into the undergrowth
with me to rot forever. They just left me for dead, and now I think I am or in
any case will be very soon. The only thing keeping me alive at this point was
my anger and the thought of revenge, yeah right wheelchair revenge, I chuckled
in my mind at my own joke but the trouble was the joke was on me.
“Do you wish
to see them pay for your death child?”
A voice was in
my head and I knew it wouldn’t be long as my imagination was taking over and
the trees in my line of sight looked like stringy limbed aliens that were about
to probe my ass. But the darkness shifted and a presence was with me a more
corporeal one and it held substance long enough for me to focus then look away
in a split second, my stomach lurched and the base of my skull tingled with the
touch of heat and flame as if five burning fire flies were dancing across my
skin.
“I said do you
wish to see them pay for this atrocity they have wrought upon you”?
The eyes were
burning like a bright orange embers and I smiled as I remembered deep within my
soul seeing this figure once before when I was a young child. I was sleeping
and awoke refreshed as a four year old does at three am in the morning. The man
dressed in a long flowing black jacket with a wide brimmed hat stood in the
door way and asked me a question.
“Do you wish
to go back to sleep, or spend an eternity with me by my side”?
I chose sleep
and the figure I presumed to be my grandfather guided me back to me bad and
tucked me in, but those orange eyes never left
me always there, as if peering into my very soul.
“Yes young one
that was I. You see I have been waiting for an opportunity to talk with you
again and as luck would have it here we are again.” It said into my mind and I
could see the grandfather figure I had once before as a four year old boy.
I strained my
eyes but I was too weak and the vision transformed into my mind so I would not
have to strain any longer.
“Why are you
here and why were you waiting for me?” I whispered into my mid dream as the
thing lingered into my conscience mind.
“Because you
are one of mine, a joyous thing of beauty to behold in this world of unthinking
blind followers, and because you called to me my boy, you asked for me by name!”
I lay still
now feeling the numbing tentacles of death removing the air from my lungs as
they were slowly filling up with a mixture of blood and bile from my wracked
ribcage and demolished pelvis. The air was thin and uneasy but my bran felt
sluggish and thick like a congealed blood clot that the other red blood cells were
fighting to push through while the white cells eat away the malignant dried up
rotten meat.
“I didn’t call
anyone” I breathed to myself, hardly any breath was moving out of my bruised
throat now as my tongue was the size of a fat leach that had fed on the rear
leg of a wallowing Bison.
“I said
nothing” but as I thought it I remembered and the thing said “See I told you,
you called for me in the dirt and despair that they left you in.”
It was right I
remember calling them all the names my seventeen year old body could think of
and the only image that came to my mind was that of grandpa orange eyes, I
called his name the one he had told me that night when I was four and being
tucked into bed. Grandpa told me that if I ever was in need of his help to call
his name.
“Intikam
Iblis”
I remember now
the deepest recess of my brain remembered those two words, but why I do not
know. The Words mean nothing to me and I have never remembered them until this
very moment that I must have muttered them.
“That’s
correct my boy you called my name, I was given it by the Turks as you call
them, they fought many wars and required my assistance on more than one
occasion but they sought to banish me into the pits of hell fire itself, but
alas they failed and here I am roaming the realm between worlds waiting for my
children to call my name and allow me to be of service once more.” It said with
an air of desperate appreciation and anticipation.
“I called you
because I thought I was dying” I thought to the shadow.
“I understand
hate and revenge my son, and I can fix that if it is to be your wish, your heart’s
desire.”
“I tried to
move but the broken bones were protruding from the skin and ants were already
taking the dead meat from my bones.
“What is it to
be my boy, Death and a place by my side, for one who knows my name will never
be allowed into the heaven’s gate?” İt mentally chuckled to itself. “Or will
you take on vengeance and retribution as a challenge to all who would try and
stop the son of the dammed.” İt trailed into my mind, burning a hole into my
already fragile psyche.
“What are you?
I must know before I give you anything of my mind or soul for that matter.”
“I am fear! I am
retribution! I am hate and I am murder, but the answer you seek is in my name
for I am REVENGE!” it now had a hold of my mind in a cold embrace but it felt
familiar as if I had known all my life I was touched by darkness.
“The ancient
ones called me by their tongue Daemon Vindictae. Or Demon of Revenge” it
finished
The last
breath I was likely to take was starting to rasp past my wind pipe and make its
way to my collapsed and damaged blood filled lungs, and I whispered into its
mind “Yes let me reap havoc upon those who would do me harm”
“So it is
done” my demon said unto my soul and I screamed and heaved in absolute agony as
my bones began to reknit themselves and time paused and replayed in my mind and
in the physical plane. I was flying backwards through the air and I landed on
my bike a full twenty seconds before the car was to hit me. I stopped and let
the scene play out in my mind and the red car came around the corner with its
windows down and the music plying so loud it was almost impossible to think.
The driver swerved as he lost control right where I would have been and he sped
past me as if I did not exist. The number plate read ‘LoveLife’ I hope he does
because he won’t for much longer.
The shadow
demon with orange eyes looked at me and said “You know what you must do son”
I nodded and
made my way on my bike back into town and to find the red car with my life on
his front fender. Ah the fun I will have now that I have the power of
retribution within my hands, and they burned hot with hate.
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